January 31, 2005 - 13:28
This morning amalin really made my blood go upstairs lah!Grrrrrr...geram and hangin satu badan. I woke her up for her brekkie about 15 mins to 8 and she went to brush her teeth before coming to eat. Hmmm...nothing unusual kan...not just yet! She started to eat and after 10 mins the bread was not even half finished. I was starting to get angry but still trying to act cool and asked her nicely to eat fast. 5 mins later...still not finished her food and she even hadn't washed for school yet. I pulak have to be out of the house by 9 am for work and school. So sambil2 did the dishes I started to warn her to finish her food by the time I turn off the tap. Otherwise,no school for her today. The dishes took a few mins but still tak abis2 lagi makan. Eeeiiii...sudah naik darah dah by that time and off I went to take my shower. Right after I finished, she wanted to get herself washed to get ready for school. But sorry my dear...mommy already made up her mind and school would not be in her schedule today. Apa lagi...berderaian ayaq mata and screaming nak pi sekolah. I buat tak tau aje but the nagging still went on la. Itu tak boley tinggal. Kesian amalin tak boley pi sekolah but I just had it this morning. Usually her abah would settle her up for school in the morning. Tapi this time round hubby won't be able to do that anymore due to some reasons that I am not ready to share...at least not just yet. Anyway,was I too harsh on her? I don't know...to justify my act, I guess I just wanted to make sure that she knew the consequence of not taking mommy's words seriously. I hope it's working on her.
