November 23, 2004 - 12:48
Raya mood is still in the air but I've got tonnes and loads of things to do especially my research work lah. But, things are going very slow right now and I so need to speed up. Where is Mr Motivation when I really need one. If I were to plot a graph, the exact point at the moment is surely the extreme minimum point. Help! Help! Tolong... What should I do to recover myself? I would have hoped that after celebrating eid things will get back to normal. But, it's not and time is running out. I realized that I am in the danger zone right now when I met my supervisor yesterday. Hanya tersengih2 je yang mampu dihulurkan as I haven't completed the assignment yet. Blame it on the eid. I know I shouldn't but I've got no better reason. The truth is, I don't know if I can go on with this anymore. Should I talk to him? God knows how many times I've been meluahkan perasaan to him. I bet he's tired with me. It's his job anyway. I need someone who really understands my situation, somebody that I can talk to about how I'm feeling. What about hubby? He's been listening and listening perhaps millions times already. Don't wanna bother him at the mo as he's in the critical stage to get all his experimental works done. This is the time when I miss all my girl friends. The simple chats...the gossips...the meluahkan perasaan anytime you want and etc. Anyway, I'm totally s*****d and I really hope I'll get back to normal soon and I mean REAL soon! Pls people, if you have the heart do pray for me, eh.
